Jowardmoments part 1

well , mungkin untuk beberapa post gue selanjutnya, gue bakal cerita semua moment moment berharga gue sama Xaverius Edward Zachary dari 2007 sampe sekarang ataupun sampe besok besok.
semua tanggal" berharga gue sama dia udah gue abadikan di diary gue ( yang untungnya ga pernah kebobolan sama nyokap ataupun ade gue hehehe )

" If the heart is always searching, 

Can you ever find a home? 

I've been looking for that someone, 

I'll never make it on my own. 

Dreams can't take the place of loving you, 

There's gotta be a million reasons why it's true

When you look me in the eyes, 

And tell me that you love me. 

Everything's alright, 

When you're right here by my side. 

When you look me in the eyes, 

I catch a glimpse of heaven. 

I find my paradise, 

When you look me in the eyes. 

How long will I be waiting, 

To be with you again 

Gonna tell you that I love you, 

In the best way that I can. 

I can't take a day without you here, 

You're the light that makes my darkness disappear. 

When you look me in the eyes, 

And tell me that you love me. 

Everything's alright, 

When you're right here by my side. 

When you look me in the eyes, 

I catch a glimpse of heaven. 

I find my paradise, 

When you look me in the eyes. 

More and more, I start to realize, 

I can reach my tomorrow, 

I can hold my head high, 

And it's all because you're by my side. 

When you look me in the eyes, 

And tell me that you love me. 

Everything's alright, 

When you're right here by my side. 

When I hold you in my arms

I know that it's forever

I just gotta let you know

I never wanna let you go 

Cause when you look me in the eyes. 

And tell me that you love me. 

Everything's alright, 

When you're right here by my side. 

When you look me in the eyes, 

I catch a glimpse of heaven. 

I find my paradise, 

When you look me in the eyes. 

Oh ... "

 1. a new beginning ( 07-07-2007 )

pulang sekolah , dia nunggu di lobby sekolah gue yang jelas jelas panas.
pas gue ketemu dia, gue juga kaget. "buset dah ni orang kenapa bisa ada disini coba? bukannya dia pulang sekolah ada ekskul futsal ya? kenapa bisa disini? lagi ngobrol ngobrol sama ray, jj , kk lagi?" gue gatau dia ngasitau apaan ke "3 sekawan" itu, tapi pas mereka ngeliat gue, langsung pada ngibrit kabur. nah loh! ada apaan nih ngeliat gue langsung pada ngibrit? ah yaudalah gue pikir, mungkin mereka halusinasi aja kali hehe.
lanjut, si ed ngajak gue muter muter jalan jalan sambil ngobrol ngobrol gitu. nah pas itu akhirnya gue bilang,    " udah kita duduk aja mendingan drpd muter muter gaje kaya gini. di plaza rumput aja tuh kan ada gazebo."
maksud gue sih sebenernya buat ngadem skalian menikmati angin sore tapi ternyata tempat itu jadi tempat bersejarah banget buat gue, salah satu tempat memorable gue di Central. tempat yang jadi awal dari every single love story =). yaa selama setengah taun gue kenal dia, akhirnya di hari itu gue officially jadi GF nya dia. aww! how i wish i could turn back time!

1st surprise : 

pas gue jawab, "yes, i'd like to" ke ed, ehhh ada suara " cieeee congrats ya jos!! " dari temen temen central gue yang ternyata nguping daritadi di blkg. sumpah. malu abis gue. *blush blush*
bukan itu doang, si JJ juga ngasih gitar (yg gue bingung kenapa dia bawa bawa sampe sono) ke edward.
next thing, guess what?
dia nyanyiin lagu pertamanya ke gue -- " I Can Wait Forever- Simple Plan "

" You look so beautiful today

When you're sitting there it's hard for me to look away

So i try to find the words that i could say

I know distance doesn't matter but you feel so far away

And I can't lie

Every time I leave my heart turns gray

And I wanna come back home to see your face tonight

Cause I just can't take it

Another day without you with me

Is like a blade that cuts right through me

But I can wait

I can wait forever

When you call my heart stops beating

When you're gone it won't stop bleeding

But I can wait

I can wait forever

You look so beautiful today

It's like every time I turn around I see your face

The thing I miss the most is waking up next to you

When I look into your eyes

Man, I wish that I could stay and I can't lie

Every time I leave my heart turns gray

And I wanna come back home to see your face tonight

And I

Cause I just can't take it

Another day without you with me

Is like a blade that cuts right through me

But I can wait

I can wait forever

When you call my heart stops beating

When you're gone it won't stop bleeding

But I can wait

I can wait forever

I know it feels like forever

I guess that's just the price I gotta pay

But when I come back home to feel your touch

Makes it better

Until that day

There's nothing else that I can do

And I just can't take it

I just can't take it

Another day without you with me

Is like a blade that cuts right through me

But i can wait

I can wait forever (I can wait forever)

When you call my heart stops beating

When you're gone it won't stop bleeding

But I can wait

I can wait forever

I can wait forever

I can wait forever... "

speechless gue. dan sejak saat itu temen temen gue pada ngasih nama " JOWARD " buat kita berdua hahahha. hari itu gue pulang sekolah jem 5 with a big big smile on my face :DDD.

P.S : ternyata si edward bolos extracurricular classnya demi ke skolah gue. hmm....



hari hari gue lewatin bareng dia, dari dia bantuin gue ngerjain peer sampe ngejemput gue di skolah 2 minggu sekali, crita ke gue tentang life nya dia, dll. until .................

< to be continued .... >

i cried when i think of you ;'(

ONE LAST CRY

My shattered dreams and broken heart
Are mending on the shelf
I saw you holding hands
Standing close to someone else
Now I sit all alone
Wishing all my feelings was gone
I gave my best to you
Nothing for me to do
But have one last cry

One last cry
Before I leave it all behind
I gotta put you out of my mind this time
Stop living a lie
I guess I'm down to my last cry

Cry.....

I was here
You were there
Guess we never could agree
While the sun shines on you
I need some love to rain on me
Still I sit all alone
Wishing all my feelings was gone
Gotta get over you
Nothing for me to do
But have one last cry

[Chorus:]
One last cry
Before I leave it all behind
I gotta put you out of my mind
For the very last time
Stop living a lie

I know I gotta be strong
Cause round me life goes on and on
And on ....
And on ....

One last cry
Before I leave it all behind
I gotta put you out of my mind
For the very last time
Been living a lie

I guess I'm down,
I guess I'm down,
I guess I'm down...
I guess I'm down...
To my last cry... 


-BRIAN MCKNIGHT-

THINKING OF YOU


KATY PERRY


Comparisons are easily done

Once you've had a taste of perfection

Like an apple hanging from a tree

I picked the ripest one

I still got the seed

You said move on

Where do I go

I guess second best

Is all I will know

Cause when I'm with him

I am thinking of you

Thinking of you

What you would do if

You were the one

Who was spending the night

Oh I wish that I

Was looking into your eyes.

You're like an Indian summer

In the middle of a winter

Like a hard candy

With a surprise center

How do I get better

Once I've had the best

You said there's

Tons of fish in the water

So the water's I will test

He kissed my lips

I taste your mouth

He pulled me in

I was disgusted with myself

Cause when I'm with him

I am thinking of you

Thinking of you

What you would do if

You were the one

Who was spending the night

Oh I wish that I

Was looking into

You're the best

And yes I do regret

How I could let myself

Let you go

Now the lesson's learned

I touched it I was burned

Oh I think you should know

Cause when I'm with him

I am thinking of you

Thinking of you

What you would do if

You were the one

Who was spending the night

Oh I wish that I

Was looking into your eyes

Looking into your eyes

Looking into your eyes

Oh won't you walk through

And bust in the door

And take me away

Oh no more mistakes

Cause in your eyes I'd like to stay.

so into her!!

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1. Gaspard Ulliel

Date of Birth

25 November 1984, Boulogne-Billancourt, Hauts-de-Seine, France 

Height

5' 10¾" (1.80 m)

Mini Biography

Gaspard Ulliel's dream has always been to direct a movie, and after completing his studies at the lycée (French high school), he majored in cinema at the University of Saint-Denis. However, fate had other plans, and he is currently pursuing an acting career. It began when Ulliel was 12 years old when he appeared in the TV film "Une femme en blanc" (1997). During the following years, Ulliel continued working on TV and was cast in short films such as Alias (1999). He played a young shepherd who was injured by The Beast in Le pacte des loups (2001), and was then discovered by director Michel Blanc, who offered him a part in Embrassez qui vous voudrez (2002) which also starred veteran actress Charlotte Rampling. Ulliel then took summer stages at Les Cours Florent and was asked by director André Téchiné to star in Strayed (2003) as Emmanuelle Béart's lover. His role as Manech opposite Audrey Tautou in A Very Long Engagement (2004) brought him to stardom. He has been nominated thrice for Most Promising Male Newcomer at the César Awards (the equivalent of the Oscars in France) in 2003, 2004 and 2005; he won the last one. Ulliel's lead roles include The Last Day (2004), Jacquou le croquant (2007) and Hannibal Rising (2007), his first major English-language film.

2. Ian Somerhalder

Date of Birth

8 December 1978, Covington, Louisiana, USA 

Birth Name

Ian Joseph Somerhalder 

Height

5' 9½" (1.77 m) 

Mini Biography

The son of a massage therapist and a building contractor, Somerhalder was born and raised in the small southern town of Covington, LA. Boating, swimming, fishing and training horses filled much of his recreational time growing up, as did the school drama club and performing with the local theater group. With his mother's encouragement, at age 10 he began a modeling career that took him to New York each summer. By junior high, he opted to put modeling on the back burner and focus more on sports and school. A few years later, when the opportunity to model in Europe arose, Somerhalder grabbed it, embarking on an enriching path of work, travel and study that took him to cities including Paris, Milan and London. At 17, he began studying acting in New York, and by 19 had committed himself to the craft, working with preeminent acting coach William Esper. His fate was sealed while working as an extra in a club scene in the feature film _Black & White(1999)_. A talent manager visiting a client on the set spotted Somerhalder in a crowd scene of 400 and immediately signed him for representation. Happy to be anchored in New York, Somerhalder spends much of his time studying acting, writing and practicing yoga. His recreational interests include water and snow skiing and horseback riding.

3. Robert Pattinson

Date of Birth

13 May 1986, London, England, UK

Birth Name

Robert Thomas-Pattinson

Nickname

Rob

Height

6' 1" (1.85 m)

Mini Biography

Robert Pattinson was born on May 13, 1986, in London, England. He enjoys music and is an excellent musician, playing both the guitar and piano.


When Robert was 15, he started acting in amateur plays with the Barnes Theatre Company. Afterward, he took screen role like Curse of the Ring (2004) (TV) (Kingdom of Twilight) as Giselher.


In 2003, Robert took on the role of Cedric Diggory in Harry Potter and the Goblet of Fire (2005). He got his role a week later after meeting Mike Newell in late 2003.


He has since been cast as Edward Cullen in the highly-anticipated film, Twilight (2008/I). His music will also be heard in the film. Additionally, Robert has completed upcoming roles as Salvador Dalí in Little Ashes (2008) and Art in How to Be (2008).

4. Paul Wesley

Date of Birth

23 July 1982, New Brunswick, New Jersey, USA 

Birth Name

Paul Thomas Wasilewski 

Height

5' 11" (1.80 m) 

Mini Biography

Paul Wesley was born on July 23, 1982. He was born and raised in New Jersey. He has an older sister, Monika, and two younger sisters, Julia and Leah. Paul became interested in acting when enrolled in a summer arts program in third grade. His television debut was on NBC's "Another World" (1964) where he portrayed the character of 'Sean McKinnon'.

5. Kellan Lutz

Date of Birth

15 March 1985, Dickinson, North Dakota, USA

Birth Name

Kellan Christopher Lutz

Height

6' 1" (1.85 m)

Trivia

Favorite place is South Africa.

Is real life friends with Twilight (2008/I) co-stars Nikki Reed, Ashley Greene, Jackson Rathbone, Taylor Lautner and Robert Pattinson.

Grew up in Arizona.

Born in North Dakota.

Has six brothers and one sister.

Originally asked to read the role of "Edward" in Twilight (2008/I), but was busy filming "Generation Kill" (2008) in Africa.

Boyfriend of AnnaLynne McCord.

Personal Quotes

I love life way too much and find fun in almost anything. I'm a chameleon.

(About the Twilight (2008/I) cast): This cast rocks! We get along so well together it's like a real family which is great to see.

Well my family is really supportive of it all and is glad to see me on TV or on the big screen which is great. As far as school, well it affected that greatly since I quit going to school to take the biggest risk of my life and pursue acting. I worked my butt off in high school and received a lot of scholarships for college and to throw all that away for acting was tough for my family, but it was just something I felt my heart pulling me towards and don't regret a single minute of it. I love to act!

Where Are They Now

(July 2008) Wrapped up filming Twilight (2008/I). Now residing in Los Angeles, California.

(September 2008) In Colorado shooting new movie Deep Winter (2008).

(April 2009) Filming the The Twilight Saga: New Moon (2009) in Vancouver, British Columbia.

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